September Snooze Part II

This is continuation of the story September Snooze

She loves to be around him,however there was a void.It was not that she did not like him,or nor that she did not laugh at his jokes and so on.However the thing here was that everyone did laugh at his jokes and loved him to death and wanted to be around him.He was like this..hmm...hmm..ring leader who knew exactly what to do when and keep the ring intact. did she want to be a part of the ring like everyone? I do not think so. She wanted to be felt special.Like the special feeling a man has for a women.She wanted to feel the difference between her and the rest in his head and heart.

Days went by and the thought of him and her moved on. Ironic just like the clouds in September.She was right about him liking her.However she started to wonder why was it not the same.Her heart never let itself go.Never not even once.Even if it did,it came back.She did not want that.She wanted her heart to go and stay with that man for years to come and even after lifetime.

Maybe it ( her heart) did many times wanted to stay with the Man;s heart or mind.But at the end,it felt cheated or did not get the same response.It might have not given the same love or might have expected more in return.That is why her heart was still wandering.She started to wonder about all the men in her life and what or who caused her heart not to trust any? The thought made her shudder , as she did want to hear the answer.Could it be the other men or could it be her?

To be Contd...