Mature, Me?

As I write this post I overcome or i thought i did a very emotional issue that has been hitting me for a long time now.They say what you sow is what you reap and that is so true.No matter what part of the world you are.No matter how rich or poor you are and no matter whatever it is. When you hurt someone or did something wrong it will haunt you and come back to you and slap you on your face. the older am turning the more I am getting closer to this reality.

I did many wrong things.Few I did with out knowing that I was and few I knew. Only from one that I remember the intention was not to hurt or cause any damage to anyone. However, It dawns on me that things will be better from now on. My realization came quite late, close to when am hitting the big 30. The good part is that "better late than never". We all make mistakes and learn from them and trust me I learn a hell lot from mine.


I miss my days when i had nothing to worry about.had no choices to make and not a thing that would bother me.I am glad in a way the right now things bother me a lot.However, I have choices to make and decide what to worry about and what not too.

as they say "the older you grow that better it gets"....am on the lookout for that path...

Moods etc etc

I was a t a friends party last night and had a great time dancing,singing and meeting people.The best thing about that party that a friend and i discovered that the vibes of the people in that house ( we were a bunch of 50 odd people) were amazingly positive. That is when i realized that my fun was to do with my state of mind too. the vibe that i gave out was positive and that made sure I shared it with everyone I knew in that party.

What is the point of being in a good party and not enjoying it and sulking all the way through.You'd rather sit at home and sulk by yourself. The thing is that when you are in a bad mood and and at good place 2 things can happen

1. you can make the people around you sad by sulking

2. you start to enjoy the good vibes and feel better.

i know a friend who sulks quite often at places where there are more than 2 people and the sulking makes her whole evening or night shit.In the process we around her also start feeling irritated and here goes the evening. Now if this person started to enjoy herself first and feel happy about herself then things would turn out to be better. I am not saying everyone has to be or will be happy 24/7 all am saying is that life is crap at times and when you are lows nothing can happen but lift you to high. so Enjoy the high right now rather than waiting for the lows or better inviting them yourself.

Rumi said this !

over's nationality is separate from all other religions,
The lover's religion and nationality is the Beloved (God).

The lover’s cause is separate from all other causes
Love is the astrolabe of God's mysteries

* the above is from Masnavi

Rumi's universality

What can I do, Submitters to God? I do not know myself.
I am neither Christian nor Jew, neither Zoroastrian nor Muslim,
I am not from east or west, not from land or sea,
not from the shafts of nature nor from the spheres of the firmament,
not of the earth, not of water, not of air, not of fire.
I am not from the highest heaven, not from this world,
not from existence, not from being.
I am not from India, not from China, not from Bulgar, not from Saqsin,
not from the realm of the two Iraqs, not from the land of Khurasan
I am not from the world, not from beyond,
not from heaven and not from hell.
I am not from Adam, not from Eve, not from paradise and not from Ridwan.
My place is placeless, my trace is traceless,
no body, no soul, I am from the soul of souls.
I have chased out duality, lived the two worlds as one.
One I seek, one I know, one I see, one I call.
He is the first, he is the last, he is the outer, he is the inner.
Beyond "He" and "He is" I know no other.
I am drunk from the cup of love, the two worlds have escaped me.
I have no concern but carouse and rapture.
If one day in my life I spend a moment without you
from that hour and that time I would repent my life.
If one day I am given a moment in solitude with you
I will trample the two worlds underfoot and dance forever.
O Sun of Tabriz (Shams Tabrizi), I am so tipsy here in this world,
I have no tale to tell but tipsiness and rapture.

Sinlge land anyone

So being 29 and single and a mother of a 5 year old is all it takes to make yourself easy target for pity stories and talk about.(good way to get talked bout) :P

1.don't go out in the night,you are single and prey for single men (praise the lord are they any single men out there!!!!!!!!!!)

2.be careful of what you say,it might sound like you are too headstrong single girl (pardon me for saying what I think)

3.Hi,so sweetie how are you today ( this coming from a random guy who i just met and thinks calling me sweetie is a way of warming up)

4.don't swear you have a son ( hmmm what does swearing got to do with me having a son,that too when i do not swear in front of him)

5.I have to listen to people tell me how sad my life is with out a man (why cause i have to fill in gas on my own,duh i have the pump guy to do it)

6.Pray to this Goddess she will grant you a boon of a good husband (if i want a boom,i would want to be rich and famous)

this are just 6 sigma effects , talk to me and will tell you more...

My Way to FUTURE!

We spoke, we watched,we cried,we yelled,we abused we did all that we can do in anger.What next?
We lit candles, we marched down the alleys,we shouted loved ones names in vain.What next?
We sent our sympathy, we spoke about in coffee shops and pubs,we argued about it in homes and offices,we heard a lot.What next?

I do not know about everyone else.However I know for sure that this is my NEXT

No Religion,No Color,No Cast.

No one will teach their kids that this is a bad religion or this is my religion.Tell each kid that every religion is to be treated equally and with respect.Like how you treat your family members.

No Color was banned years ago.However these days the color of skin is come far unfair. Just cause you wear an orange turban you become bad and just cause you sport a red beard you become an enemy? Let color not define your self dignity.

No cast - Who are you and I to create cast blocks.You and I are no GOD and I don't think GOD created cast.He created Human Kind!

Please please let the ears not close or eyes doze.Let there be a guard on 24 hours for my Son has to see a Tomorrow.