god said GO

so god said " here you go gal find your self a man". I was like "hello help required here". he said, what help are you talking about gal.I made you out of clay,wait first i found clay of your kind and then made your whole body and put in emotions and all that jazz,for what? so that you have a mind of your own."now go get on with life and move on to that place called earth go go...............

so i landed on earth survived crap and life and love and every blah blah blah blah....

wandering mind

it is a riddle that is waiting to be solved.
my head is scattered like a puzzle looking at it.

the players involve people i love,like and hate at the same time,
they say " come on don't be callous,make a move".

one move from here and the end will come over before i blink....

Content

she stands there asking for alms...
they toss a coin into her arms.
she is happy with what they give...
never demands for more.

is she happy with her life???
better than u and me around.....

Pic courtesy Google

ZZZZZZZZZZZ

sometimes peace is the most wanted thing.for me it is necessary to get that peace of mind...i could have seem to hit the bed with out thoughts that disturb for the past 10 odd years....how does it feel like to hit sack without troubles????????????

NOT FOR ALL POST.........

Sometimes you tend to rant about your past.I think it is quite ok to do it.don't you?

A soul look at the past...wondering how much more will it last....like the tears they bring and the laughter they invoke...these are the emotions that remind you of life that has gone by......

I went out to have chai today at the YOP..it felt lost...the laughter that was in there was toasted goodbye....will it stay that way? i am not the one to answer....let time tell...............

Love Bites...............

i said "i love you".

"do you know that it means hurting yourself" he said

"love sometimes does bring in pain" i said...

the phone rang and we left.......

something there was left unanswered and i knew that if the answer was heard...i would be weeping silently for the closed heart.......................

me now and forever

i think i have a problem with myself...that is that i want people to be away from we for a few days....but want them back whenever i feel like.....

more like recluse....do i care for people or do i realy care for myself...that is a big question here......things tend to change in life and my life is full of changes.......i want some money to get rid of few things.......want to live in a house that includes me and my son...visit my parents on a weekend....want someone to be a part of my life......hope it works out.......want to direct a movie in another year and want to get rid of burdens.........want a carefree life..............