Regret

Not even a day only a few hours have passed and I am in regret.

I have been proud and may be too obnoxious in a way. I was proud that I belonged to those few who never felt bad about the life they lead.In a way those tiny emotional accidents did make me what I am today.

However, I do today, I regret for I have not learned, for I commited the same crime. I have fallen for something that sure could have waited.

I feel stupid plain stupid.Is there a way to rewind this episode and erase it from memory?????????

festive mood anyone????

a friend and I were discussin bout the much awaited puja season at home. we were sure that it started yesterday and were exited bout the family gathering and the whole puja itself...

now that is when this thought struck me and i was scared for a minute there...now what is that thought u may ask??? who will tell me when is the puja in future and who will carry on the traditions...

see my parents come from huge joint families and grew up with festivities everyday.I come from a nuclear family and follow what my gran and mom and few aunts say. If they say today is lakshmi puja then i am like" ok what do i do?" and so on...

now what after,for instance Nana(dad) is the one who lights the diya in front of God,infact parents were out this weekend and i did not even bother to keep up the tradition.I mean I have no clue who will tell my son about all these festivals we celebrate. i hardly see my friends or i for that matter going gaga over them like we used to as kids..

here i am not saying bathe in religion.All i am saying is these festivals have so much wrapped up around them. Like the Ganapati puja, where the whole family celebrates ganesha.we used to run to place our maths books in front of the lord and pray hard that we score in that exam.IF u look back it was fun.then the scrumptious meals that awaited for us..haa i miss them a lot.

diwali,dassera,varalakshmi puja,holi,sankranti and many more are passing by and i am not sure if my son would learn the same that i was taught by my gran and mom or dad or atha or pinni.

I just hope someone is out there keeping it alive...........

WaSsUp???

went to a friends place and they go wassup??
chat with another online and he goes assup??
call the other and she said ssup??
called him and he said sup?

So what is this wassup i ask,
Is it the new lingo in the land,
or the new phrase from bangalore to bandstnad.

If ask me how are you?
I will say " great and how do u do?

If you ask me howz life?
I will be polite and say it alrite.

Where are those words which ended in please,
the only thing i hear these days is jeeze!!!!

Is this what is taught in school,
the incomplete english that makes you a complete fool.




P.S - wrote this for fun, no thoughts involved at all :)

Before the Rain....

the rains are here,it is cold,cozy and perfect with pakoda and a cuppa chai.

Here is the look at the clouds before the rain..

tagged on memory...

i was tagged by Abhishek about the oldest memory..very intruding i must say....

Well I remember my bro and I saving up the change that mom used to give us for bus ride and buying all kinds of junk and walking back home every other day...saving that 40 paisa and spending it on ice gola,mango,peanuts ha ha man it was fun....

Now Aditi,G3,Cm,Noonan,Dharma,Pria,and everyone who visits here pick up this tag and tell us bout your memory....make us smile...

L.M.N I will pick up your tag soon...:)

Arguments with self...

A big hug to all my blog friends for those lovely and touching comments.I must tell you those words told me how much each and everyone cares for one another...

I am back with a bang? nope I am in fact been living in a very argumentative side of life.I have been dying to write everyday,however something in me did not let me unfold the thoughts that were running through my mind.

It has been a very high and low patch of life and me glad to hit back.Been dillydallying things and for once got into the right frame of mine!!!even though I have passed the age and into 28 I am really glad that i realized my call.

Hope many of you reading this have something that is in you,something that makes you shiver and give you and adrenal rush.Something that you been wanting to do.Make a career move.Say good words to neighbor,ask for apology,write a mail to an old friend or just lie down on a couch and do nothing for the whole day!!!

If there is that one thing that makes a difference to you then do it.

Do it with passion and guess what it might be the best thing that ever happened to you!!!

So,"head on"

Thirumalyaa..I have a name..

This innocent face was sitting there on the footpath.I wanted to scoop him and get him home.did not have the courage...his mother did not remember his name...i hope he does and one day is proud of it....